Tired, Confused and Hopeful...

Heavenly Father,

Two full years and I'm still waiting. Waiting for a solution to these problems. They keep coming. One problem solved and another arises. Or sometimes it's one problem seems solved, but then it was just a false answer. I don't know why we have to go through this time of suffering, but I trust that you are working on our lives. The plans you have for our lives, for my life. Father, I seem to be stuck again, there are two options presented to me right now, but both I have absolutely no control of making it happen. You know I'm a person who likes to take control or at least have an idea of what's going on. But I have none of that regarding this situation. I can only ask you to teach me to trust you. Trust that you know what's best for me. Regardless of which of the 2 options happen or if there are more options out there, Lord, I only pray that your will be done. I will keep fighting whether it is your will for us to stay and I will keep fighting if it is your will for us to go. I will keep all your teachings and regardless of where you take me on this journey of life, I will put those teachings to good use. I will obey your will Father. I only need you to keep walking with me. Thank you.

I pray in your Holy name, Amen.