So Close and Yet So Far
Disconnected. Detached.
Unmotivated, under appreciated.
Repeated. Over and over. Again.
Meaningless...
Loneliness...
Hopeless...
Helpless...
Hurt.
Up and Down, like a roller coaster.
The light peaks through. And yet, it feels so dark.
Hands reach out. Reject.
And fear of rejection.
Fear of losing.
Fear of you. Fear of the world. Fear of everything.
Losing everything. Losing the most dear. Losing everything. Losing the whole world.
And eventually, the world losing me.
Thoughts being all over the place.
So many thoughts. The mind won't stop. A deep hole dug. One step forward, a fall in. One step back, closer to the light.
It's a close call. Only one step away.
So close and yet so far.
A call out. A hesitation to answer.
A cry out. And waiting for an answer.
One step makes a difference.
So many hands and yet so lonely.
So many questions and yet no answers.
The head held high. It's bright.
The held held down. It's dark.
One simple action away. And yet I sit in the dark taking no action.
The hands reached out and yet I fear.
The one who loves all call, and yet I run away.
I turn back, make a call and have yet to hear an answer.
I run around in circles. It gets better and it gets worse.
Roller coasters go up and down. Merry-go-rounds go round and round.
Where is the end? When does this end?
Lost.
Confused?
And disturbed.
Where is the amusement in the amusement park?
It's meaningless.
One action. One step. Away.
It's a close call.
Disconnected. Detached.
Unmotivated, under appreciated.
Repeated. Over and over. Again.
Meaningless...
Loneliness...
Hopeless...
Helpless...
Hurt.
Up and Down, like a roller coaster.
The light peaks through. And yet, it feels so dark.
Hands reach out. Reject.
And fear of rejection.
Fear of losing.
Fear of you. Fear of the world. Fear of everything.
Losing everything. Losing the most dear. Losing everything. Losing the whole world.
And eventually, the world losing me.
Thoughts being all over the place.
So many thoughts. The mind won't stop. A deep hole dug. One step forward, a fall in. One step back, closer to the light.
It's a close call. Only one step away.
So close and yet so far.
A call out. A hesitation to answer.
A cry out. And waiting for an answer.
One step makes a difference.
So many hands and yet so lonely.
So many questions and yet no answers.
The head held high. It's bright.
The held held down. It's dark.
One simple action away. And yet I sit in the dark taking no action.
The hands reached out and yet I fear.
The one who loves all call, and yet I run away.
I turn back, make a call and have yet to hear an answer.
I run around in circles. It gets better and it gets worse.
Roller coasters go up and down. Merry-go-rounds go round and round.
Where is the end? When does this end?
Lost.
Confused?
And disturbed.
Where is the amusement in the amusement park?
It's meaningless.
One action. One step. Away.
It's a close call.